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This looked insane at the time
Business from obsession, not permission
This was one of my first paintings.
Painted in my dorm room September 2020.
Balanced on a busted guitar amp for an easel.
I had just sold this painting of Prince without a gallery, without gatekeepers.
“honestly… who am I?” I Thought.
But maybe that’s what it takes. Slight delusion of a dream.
It wasn’t supposed to work.
Obsession > “qualified”
I was obsessed with creating.
real obsession… probably didn’t help my gpa too much.
This was the start of my 10,000 hours.
Trying to become the best artist I could.
Between football practice, biology labs,
loan debt, and the pressure to not let people down or myself
I had to find a way out.
Art wasn’t just an outlet.
It became the only way forward in my eyes.
That season forced me to build something from nothing.
UPDATE:
Working on a couple new painting ideas right now while still completing the 2 I started a while back.
Headed out for a walk,
See you next Friday.
Thanks for reading.
Sam
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